Leaps

When? When do you decide to take that leap? The big leap, the one you do in youre thirties. The "I am going to make the next thirty years better, more adventuresome leap?" How do you do it? I can only dream of it... I cannot fathom how to do it without letting go of the kids and husband and my current life. I dream of colors and shapes wrapping around one another. I cannot figure out how to put myself first without hurting so many others. Please blend, Please come together. Please,oh please let it happen.

I woke up this morning with a million to do things running through my head. Why is it that at night I can clear my mind but in the morn I wake up with so much running through my head? These are my girls who always keep things on the heads up. I am still longing for those days when I could work on something and actually have all my attention focused on that project. I will miss the craziness when it is gone but will appreciate the peace more than I ever did.

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