I am filled with dread. I leave tomorrow to attend my brother Davids memorial, he committed suicided a month ago. I miss him and love him and still have so many thoughts racing through my head. Some are petty, some are not.
For a few months now I just keep telling myself, "Just get through this day", but I say it every day. I will be glad when my feelings of this subside. So many people have said that there will be hard times, but you will get through them. etc. etc. I wish for so many things... Tomorrow will be a better day.
