Waking Up?

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"--Dr. Seuss I am trying so hard to remember this in my daily existence. Opening up and feeling that flying freedom that I used to feel. I am feeling bogged down and swimming in a sea of chaos. Falling down the rabbit hole just like Alice. Maybe I should stop looking for metaphors to define my life.

The move to colorado springs is coming soon, a new beginning too. A new job, some school and hopefully a new outlook on existence. I currently seem to be letting life live me.

The greatest test of courage on earth is to bear defeat without losing heart.

Robert Ingersoll

Selling a Home

My grandma always told me that marriage was 70/30 or 80/20. All the time though?

What happens from that 3 year mark to the 10 year mark? At first its always share and share, happy,happy. Now its just-- everything that doesnt have to do with my outside job is youre responsibility. He would never say that but oh actions speak louder than words.

So if youre reading this, thanks for taking out the girls for a few hours every week. And I want to be the 30 part for awhile--months maybe years.